Actually, my body is tired today. But my mind and my heart is still getting pumped. I’m stepping over my past and starting to make a new page in my life.
New environment, new people, new ideas, a completely new beginning. I do feel sad when i think about my past. But we can’t really stuck in the past, right?
I went somewhere using a bus today. Since i don’t really have a phone, i use my father’s phone (which was mine but i gave it to him) so i can communicate with other, at least the old way. I scroll down the inbox folder and i noticed there are some old messages there.
But well, let’s forget about that topic. That wasn’t the thing that i was going to say for now so let’s keep it for later 😉 . I feel happy today because i can see a bright future ahead (well at least that’s what i’m hoping and expect in the near future) and finally i can really clear my mind from everything that bothering me since a long time ago.
At the moment, i’m hanging out with my new friends while staying in a wifi corner around the city. Well technically, i’m just sitting and typing in front of my laptop while other is playing some MOBA games haha. But that’s okay, i don’t have phone to play some games now and they do it because they are actually in the same team so this is something like exercise for them.
I’m making some notes while i try to map my next step in the near future. I have to make money because i still have some debts to pay, and yeah now i need to survive by my own since i’m not gonna get some financial support like i used to be. It’s hard, it must be hard. But i’m not scared, i’ts a challenge that i have to face whether i want it or not. This is life, and my life is starting from now!