At least, leave a message! My heart yell. It’s weird if in 2018 you can not send a short message to someone. It’s almost impossible, except that you live in remote areas where there is no signal or perhaps enough technology, or maybe if you never knew a thing named cell phone for the rest of your life. Yes, there may be people like that, but at least not here, not in Indonesia.
I don’t understand why she’s so difficult to send a message, especially to me. Well, actually it does not matter much. Indeed when we meet, we are not met through text, but through audio. We are connected through a phone connection that God knows how it works. But still, almost as long as I know her, it’s rare for me to have a text from her. I don’t think it matters. But how can she send a message whether it’s for business or anything to almost to everyone but not for me? Am I special? No. This is very stupid.
In times like these where I’m having trouble of communicating, how can I find out her story? Like there is only one way to communicate, and when it is gone then there is no other way. “Send me your location, Let’s focus on communication”. Nonsense.
Well, maybe it’s not my right to say something like this. Maybe I’m too selfish. Yes, I know, I’m not perfect, and I’m not a smart person either. I’m stupid. And maybe, I’m too stupid to be aware of reality. But at least, I can swear that this can all be better if at least you leave a message.