Kala Itu, di tempat yang tak pernah aku kunjungi

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So basically, today is the first time I’ve met some of my online friends in real life. They’re good people at the core, it’s just that we kinda have different culture and way of live therefore I feel just a little bit uncomfortable. If I’m in my best condition, I can handle it better but then at my current state of life I feel like I find myself in a limbo.

I’ve been screaming to myself that I just want to get over it and just go home. I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I feel like I’ve never been like this before. I used to love the feeling of being around people but now I kinda hate it.

Is it because I’ve never been outside for months? or is it just because I hate people in general? Why do I hate people so much? I’ve hurt a lot of people but I feel like I’ve been hurt a lot too you know? Am I being denial? Am I starting to be the bad guy?

Why am I here? writing alone in the middle of the crowd? Being so obvious with my big ass tablet. Welp, I’m waiting for someone to grab a cup of coffee. Which is weird because I’ve been into coffee again lately.

Coffee isn’t really my forte, but somehow the taste of coffee is a bit different now. It doesn’t taste as bitter as it used to be, somehow it taste a bit more sweet than I expected. Has my taste bud change? or is it just purely my brain messing around with my tongue?

Honestly, I’m a bit sleepy. But if I go home and sleep I might wake up in the middle of the night. So I guess a cup of coffee can refresh my brain a bit. Ah, there is one thing that has been bothering me the entire day. I CANNOT SEE A GODDAMN THING! I broke my glasses. Somehow I managed to lose a screw and the lenses are kind of out of place because of it.

My vision is clearly blurred at this point. Like I’m having a hard time recognizing people from afar. Not that I care about it that much, but I think I need a new pair of glasses. I might need a stronger one since I keep breaking it. Is there even any unbreakable glasses out there? something like a glasses frame made out of silicon rubber. I think I saw it before in an online marketplace, need to check it out. Damn, I feel like my vision is getting worse at night. I can barely see people faces from afar.

Well, I think I’m gonna have to go now. Gotta catch up with someone. I’ll see you guys in my next post. I hate you people.



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