Hi there! Long time no see. It’s been awhile since the last time i wrote something on this site. Well, i’ve been busy working and doing something, struggling with some problem and most of all, having fun!
Right at this moment, i haven’t finish my breakfast yet. I’m so thrilled to share things that available on my head right now. Remember the last time i told you guys that i’m quitting from the place that i work before, and i also tell you guys that i’m creating a new company? Both happened. I decided to quit from Viewen and start my own company. Well, sort of. I decided to choose Awan Studio as the name rather than Debesys Studio.
I can speak, i can create some website, i am active on social media (although it doesn’t seem like it lol), so i guess i’ll turn my abilities to get some cash for a living. But this time, i’m not alone. I supported by some of my friends and my special one which is the person that you already saw on my previous post. We both kind of starting a new life with completely different environment.
I’m happy for what i’m doing right now. I just need to figure it out how to survive, how to get some cash without making the cash as the goal itself. I’ve spend too much but i can’t make money the same as i spend it yet. So i need to grow up, i need to learn better and i need to not be the same lazy person as i used to.
I’ve been playing some PUBGM games lately. I told you guys already that i want to play that game so bad. Finally i have the tools and i have the time to play, despite from being sprayed by my parents because the loud noises that i made whenever i play the game haha. See that i’m starting to think about my time management. When should i get rest, when should i play, when should i work. I have to settle things up. I’m already started with creating some notes on my laptop, so i won’t forget most important things.
I was sick for couple days because i am unable to manage myself and i was pushing myself too hard. I traveled to couple cities without enough preparation, to work and having fun. In the end, it was a good journey but a terrible ending. I got some fever, cough, and flu but fortunately now i’m feeling better after spending some days of recovery. Really, time management and self-control is important in order to survive.
Today is independence day for my country. But i’m sitting here in front of my laptop, haven’t even take a bath and still writing things that doesn’t really that important. But i’m free. I can feel the freedom. It’s not always about the country, but sometimes it’s about ourself. We have the freedom to think, decide, follow the rules, creating some amazing things that we can think about. It’s wonderful feeling. At least, i can steel live and breath peacefully in this chaos of life.
Well, i guess that’s it from now. And as always, i’m going to close this writing with a quote.
Independence is sometimes not just a matter of the state, the people, or anything else. But it’s all about us, how we live our lives and make choices for our journey until we reach the afterlife gate.